To feel

I’ve felt myself confused under the pressure,
I’ve cried over emotions I just understand
I take love like a simple gesture
But hate is under all of my command

I turn my head upward and onward
Yet defeat reaches up inside my mind
I try to keep on going forward
But emotions is about all I can find

I shake so nervous before I meet
It would take a surgery to remove it out of me
But when I get there, I just greet
And expel some words out to thee

I have woken and remembered
Those loves I never had
I sleep again, and they’re regretted
For when I wake, they make me sad

What more would I possibly feel
If this was my last day on earth
And love my only meal
As love was the first thing I felt at birth

What a feeling love is
You can feel it with a look
You can feel it with a kiss
Yet the description, you won’t find it in a book